Sometimes I wonder if you really do love me. Because it sure doesn’t seem like you do. This is the first time I’ve been with someone yet I don’t know their feelings towards me. Yeah, sure you tell me you love me, but that all? You never tell me anything else other than that. Do I deserve that? Another thing is that I’m always the one running back to you now, it’s like you’ve just stopped trying completely, so you know what? I’ll stop trying as well. I’m hurting while you really don’t care for me anymore.
I think that was by far the rudest thing you’ve ever done to me. Like who the fuck does that to their girlfriend? Especially in front of your family. I’m not going to try anymore because i think it’s time for you to stop taking advantage of me and start realizing before ‘m gone completely and I’m not even kidding anymore. I’m sick and tired of the things you put me through. it’s not worth the pain and the stress anymore. What you did tonight made me realize that you have no respect for me what so ever. It’s like I’m just some toy to you. So you know what? I’m done trying to play along with your stupid games. I’m not going to try with you anymore. All I want you to do now is keep your distance from me and leave me alone.
Nope, Im not jealous of how smart you are with your books and shit.
You know why? Books can only take you so far. Yet you have no life experience. How’re you going to enjoy your life when that’s all you care about.
Grades determine how lazy you are, not by one’s intelligence.
It’s only high school. Learn to have fun a little, because in 20 years, you won’t be saying, “I remember in high school, I had so much fun studying”.
I see you acting so tough, yet I know theres a soft side.
The way you talk to other girls like how you used to talk to me.
But one thing’s for sure, none of those girls can ever make you say those words with sincerity.
Because although you are not mine anymore, I know for a fact that you’ll always have a piece of my heart, and that I’ll always have a piece of yours.
No matter what we go through, or who we’re with, I know you can’t forget me, vice versa.
You see, I don’t even understand my emotions myself. Sometimes I feel like I don’t want to be in a relationship what so ever, but his presence is amazing. Sometimes I miss people I shouldn’t, then I hate them once I come in contact with them. I want someone to turn to, someone who can learn something about me rather than already knowing everything about me. I feel so trapped, and yet I’m so young. I want to explore. I want to see what else it out there for me, yet I’m scared because it’s something new. Maybe thats why no matter what, I just stay in one place, with the same guy.